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"Because she was so full of fire and so...Saturday 10 April 2010
"Because she was so full of fire and so recklessly, stubbornly brave Because she was such a child beneath all her pretenses Because she was unlike any woman I had ever knownShe fascinated me, infuriated me, drove me madI loved her as consumingly as she loved himFrom the day I first laid eyes on herIt was a kind of disease There was a weight of sorrow in his voiceHe bowed his head into his two hands and laughed shakilyHis voice was muffled and blurred by his fingers"What a grotesque practical joke life isNow Ashley Wilkes is a free man and would marry Scarlett on a moment's notice, and I want to be gucci women rid of herNaturally that makes her determined to have meShe wants only what she cannot have Rhett raised his head"I'm afraid," he said quietly, "afraid that it will all begin againI know that she's heartless and completely selfish, that she's like a child who cries for a toy and then breaks it once she has itBut there are moments when she tilts her head at a certain angle, or she smiles that gleeful smile, or she suddenly looks lost-and I come close to forgetting what I know Rosemary put her hand on his armHe covered it with his ownThen he smiled at her, and he was himself again"You see before you, cartier replica watches my dear, the man who was once the marvel of the Mississippi riverboatsI've gambled all my life, and I've never lostI'll win this hand, tooScarlett and I have made a dealI couldn't risk having her here in this house too longEither I would fall in love with her again or I would kill herSo I dangled gold in front of her, and her greed for money outbalanced the undying love she professes for meShe will be leaving for good when the Season is overUntil then all I have to do is keep her at a distance, outlast her, and outwit herI'm almost looking forward to itShe hates to lose, and she lets it showIt's ladies gucci bangle watch no fun beating someone who's a good loser His eyes laughed at his sister"It would destroy Mama if she knew the truth about my miserable marriage, but she'd be ashamed if she knew that I'd walked out on it, no matter how unhappy it was This way, Scarlett will leave, I will be the injured but bravely stoic party, and there'll be no disgrace "And no regrets?" "Only for having been a fool once-years agoI'll have the very powerful solace of not being a fool the second timeIt does a lot to erase the humiliation of the first time Rosemary stared, unabashedly curious"What if Scarlett changed? She might grow chanel black and white purse up"To quote the lady herself-'when pigs fly Scarlett buried her face in a pillow"It's Sunday, Miss Scarlett, you can't sleep lateMiss Pauline and Miss Eulalie is expecting youIt was enough to make a person turn Episcopalian At least they got to sleep later; the service at Saint Michael's wasn't until eleven o'clockShe sighed and got out of bedHer aunts wasted no time in beginning to lecture her about what would be expected of her in the upcoming SeasonShe listened impatiently while Eulalie and Pauline lectured her on the importance of decorum, inconspicuousness, deference to her elders, ladylike balenciaga handbags behavi

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